Today

Its exactly 1 month i'm away from home. This is the longest period i'm away from family. I miss home little bit. Not as much as i do when i just arrived. I remembered crying on the bed on the second night after arriving in Liverpool. I'm not a baby, just that there's too much happenings before my departure. Feeling so loss and helpless when i cant be home when i'm needed. There's so much adjustment that i need to do. Anyway, all at home and Liverpool has settled down. I've get used to the environment and the feeling of missing home just fade away slowly.

Two years ago, i was planning eager to come to UK and now i'm here. I just cant believe i made it. I remember i was worrying so much that finance would be the fatty rock in my path to UK. I thought that probably or maybe i cant make it through. Recalling, when i told my bro bout my plan to UK, he scoff at it. Bad brother. But now, physically and psychologically i'm in UK. Im truly having my time here. It really works to write my dream in my dream diary. It really works to remind myself in the mirror of my goals every morning, though it sound stupid talking to myself in the mirror. Though its not scientifically proven, it doesn't matter. As long as it works, its the best strategy in the world, regardless of how stupid or dumb it may sound.

I'm a successful person!!
I want to be a successful person!!!
you just did talking to yourself , hope it works for you =p

A mixture of happiness and internal satisfaction (not the stomach or liver but mind) is what i'm felling at this very point (minus missing home) I've achieved my biggest and far most expensive goal for the time being. Moving on from here, i would need to decide my next goal, my next set of dreams that i have to write and realise in my dream book. I know the end of semester is running towards me very quickly. I'm certain my next step in life will be my turning point.

Wish me luck and i ask Lord to show me the way
All the best to you too =)