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Four subject in a semester sounds relaxing. But this isn't true, its really nasty when each of these comes with 2 assignments each.

4 subject X 2 assignments = 8 hell's work!!

As much as i want to finish up all my work, i just hate myself for procrastinating so much. Lying on the bed, reading. But not my textbook or notes!! That's just bad! How things never get done till due date. Anyway, one thing for sure out of all mess, i work better under pressure. Assignment completed over night, compiling of project in 3 hours time. I'm amazed how well i work under great pressure. If only i could behave everyday as if exams are tomorrow, i'll surely do well.

There's 2 more assignment to go before finals. Advanced Taxation and Malaysian Corporate Secretarial Practice. Approximately four weeks to go before my final comes. Four weeks more before i can redeem my freedom. Four weeks more before i can treat myself and go for a holiday.

silver lining is all i want to see

I have enough. For what ever it is I just couldn’t take it anymore. I don’t’ want to be the reason. I never want to be the reason for any failure of your life. If I had a choice, I pass for this game. I’m just not fit for this. If the earth permits, I would like to be an eraser. One that could erase the unwanted. Erase the bad memories in my mind. Erase those words I have heard. Words that have hurt the heart and can’t be unheard. As hard as I tried to forget, it just glue in my mind.

Sorry for the absence

I was deprive from internet for the past weeks.
Causing me so much trouble to complete my assignment.

Now that im online again, updates coming up soon!!

At the mean time, here's my little kit kat after handing in law assignment.

Jiayi (back), Xiao Chien, Siew Mei, Me...

A little de-stredd session in college pool.

i'm stress

2 down and 3 more to go..

1. Taxation Test
2. Law Coursework
3. Taxation Coursework

Its really stressing out when there's so much work to be done and the anticipated guest of the month is not here.

Hormones are going crazy in my body!!

HELP!!! I need a break............................

My fetish...

This might be a little more than usual.

But i just have this thing for notebookss.
Beautiful notebooks keep me drooling..............





Among my favey with quotations.


I love notebooks!

I love the greens in Ulu Langat

I woke up on Sunday morning with nothing in plan for the weekend. The only agenda for the day, is to complete my analysis and 16 different pie charts of assignment.

Hell!!

Thats really a lot of "pies" in a day
16 pie chart!

Anyway, mom made my Sunday evening a good one. She made a plan to her friend's orchard in Ulu Langat. Being her obedient daughter and ever-ready driver.I drove mommy and her friend up to Ulu Langat town where we meet up with the owner of the orchard, Uncle Soon.


With no way a Kenari car can go thru mud and hills.
We took a 4-WD into the orchard.
The road is real bumpy... Bump you backside up and down

Breath-taking scenery makes all pie a worthy pies...
I'm willing to stay here forever...

Ehm.. i mean for the sem-break....kekek

Meet Mr. Rambutan.



Mr. Jack.






If you notice the amount of newspaper in the background, its all Mr. Jackfruit.

A tree could easily bear more than 20 mini-Jack and there's hundreds of such tree.

Its a huge orchard which walking from one end to another takes more than 30mins.

This stacks of Mr. Jack cost RM400. Its usually sold to "goreng pisang" stalls.





Besides the uncountable number of trees in the orchard. There's a pond of fishes. And when i said fishes, its really lotsa lotsa fishes. Uncle Soon rare them and fish them during his past-time with friends. Its such a WHOA!!!thing telling people, I fish at my own pond!! I mean, how many of us own such a fish pond in KL?? not man-made ponds




Our harvest got hook!




I love this pix. Guess who's holding the camera??
Its my mom!! Not a bad camera-woman who only operate the camera like once in a year!!




Mom looking so afraid of the fish =D

Cheerio pix...




Fish feeding with chicken intestines.

Four fishes a day makes a happy =)

Other than just plucking fruits and fishing in this orchard. We catch birds!!! Beautiful birds that you can rarely see nowhere in KL city!! Life in orchard is so wonderful!!

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Peaceful and serene.
Chirping of the birds are just so soothing.............

Isn't it beautiful??

My Dream Book =D

Two weeks back i heard an ad from the radio. Its bout a guy who cycled all the way back from Los Angeles, California to Malaysia. At the beginning, i thought its just any other random ad from the radio but it wasn't, at least to me. There maybe some variation in the words but the content goes the same like this :

" Everyone wants to do something extraordinary, but the thought of doing it often lasted for a moment of time and the next thing before you know, you might have just forgotten the dreams that you have thought of"

This sentence really rings a bell in me, I'm sure everyone have some or at least one extraordinary thing (dream) that each of us want to achieve in life. I'm not sure how many you have, but i know i have quite a number of it. Dreams that I've been pondering. Dreams that i would want to achieve in my life. Dreams that i want to put into reality besides pondering. And one that i have, is to further my studies in UK in June 2009.

In my definition, dreams are something that we could place no where but in our memories. Dreams are something that make us no regret in the end of our life. Dreams are something that makes us smile when we recall them at old age. Dreams are something which we can tell others, "I've done it!!"

Some dreams maybe cheap. Some dreams are expensive. No matter what dreams it is, one thing for certain it always comes with a cost, be it in terms of monetary, physically or mentally. Probably, these cost are the essential recipe to make a dream worth achieving and drive us feeling proud in doing it.

I truly believe the most crucial element in achieving our dreams is the 1st step of it. And today, I've decided to start something new. My 1st step closer to my dreams. That is to start:
MY DREAM BOOK!



This would be a book that record all my dreams that i want to put into reality.
A book that would make me work hard and know why.




This is a birthday gift from Precious Moments. I used to write my thoughts in this book which most of it are bitter ones. But for now onwards, its still will be my thoughts that I'm going to write in, but this time it will be my thoughts of achieving dreams.



To the bin it goes for the bad memories.


Why keep the bad when there's plenty of good ones awaiting for me =)

ITs week 6 now!!

Blink...blink...
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ITs WEEK 6 now!!!
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OMG!! Its just as though my new semester started yesterday. But its week 6!!!

HELL! Its almost the mid-sem!!

And that means Week 14, the end of semester will be coming SOONER than i think it will.

And that means EXAM!!!
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SHIT
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Well, looking at the bright side of it. That would mean my hols will be coming too.
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Anyway, the aftermath of Sabah trip, guess i just have to get a job again to fill up the hole in my pocket.
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In the mean time. I have 3 assignment and 1 presentation due!!
One in each of the consecutive week to come....
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I just feel like running away into the remote village and hide myself!!
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Far Far away, where life is just about planting, fishing and cooking..
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Sleep at 7pm and wake up at 6am to see sunrise.
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And have babies as past time as there will be no TV set or radio....
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.....Smack!! smack!!.........

Back to reality, i got to start working on my assignments
and study for my Advanced Taxation Test!!
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Breast!! Breast!!....
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Opss...
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I mean BREATHE!! BREATHE!!!
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Nervous breakdown controlled...