cRazee exam..

Dear janette,

How are you doing? Hows your examination going on so far?? Please do not watch too much tv and concentrate on your revision. Do no repeat your regret-ness again.

From janette.

Im crazy.
Exam stress.
Writting letter to myself.

Please give me some motivation.
Anyone?

Law of Attraction

I ain't talking bout BGR here.
Im talking about the "Law of Attration" from the book "Secret"
I know this book has been out in the market for quite some time.
Its nothing new.
But recently my uncle has handed me a DVD bout it.

I find it REALLY interesting and it REALLY motivated me alot.
As we all know, "sharing is caring"

Let the story begins.............

Actually, this principal is all about making a "FIRM AFFIRMATION" bout the "WANTS" that one "WANT"

Hahahaah... Sounds giler abit. But its more than saying it out loud your wants, its about the way a person feel towards his or her particular goal.

If you really want to have something badly,
say it out loud towards the mirror to yourself (with a serious face)
write it on a piece of paper and stick it some where you see it everyday

or write it in your diary
let everybody know the goal that you want to achieve......

I actually did all that i mentioned above.

Every morning, perhaps not every but some mornings, i did smile on the toilet mirror and tell myself to be happy and strive for a good results for exam.

I know it sound silly and you're smilling there. But i did it.....

And i did this too,

Note of affirmation Which i stick it in front of my study desk

The question popping out your head now would be....
DOES THIS REALLY GONA WORK??
I thought of it too just like you now, but then again....

No harm trying right?

Personally, if i have not mistaken bout the law. It work for me!!
But of course other than just doin the said above, one must work for it also la.
Nothing will happen if you just write it all out, affirm it and just sit on the chair doing nothing.

Just to code a few examples,

All these while since primary school i have been asking for good results for my major exams and it really happened.

I always pray and affirm myself that i could get it. And i really got it!!

The most recent event happened was bout the MAICSA grant which i hope so so so so..... much for it which i finally GOT it!!! The world is so nice to me...

NOW,

I just wish and hope the "law" will continue to be nice to me for the coming exam on 21st Jan 2008.

Just like what Gabriel in Desperate Housewife said,

"I KNOW WHAT I WANT AND I WANT WHAT I WANT!!"

Naked i am

I come to earth with empty hands..

No possessions.
No thoughts.
No money.
No fame.
No greed.

What am i after now?
What's the purpose of working so hard?
Why am i burning the mid-night oil to sit for exams?
Why am i worrying so much when i first started my life with nothing in hand?

The thoughts of me lying in the grave makes me think.
Is all these earthly possesions so important to me? How nice it would be if i could just dump everything behind and travel the world. I want to be freed. Free from all responsibilities and norms of life.

Let the bird in the cage be free.
Let the bird be where its suppose to be.
The sky.

I don't Wana Fail my test.

Its the most terrible feeling on earth to to sit for exams.
My exams will be starting soon on the 21st Jan. Ending on 2 Feb.
How good it will be if 2 Feb could just be the following day of 21 Jan.
Skip all 22 Jan, 23 Jan, 24 Jan....... But i know reality is always cruel.
I'll keep dreaming of it...

I know i should be studying now. I really have to UN-glue my butt on this comp chair.
Till next update when i cant help to on the comp again...

Tata.

My Kampung...

Hometown Sweet Hometown

My hometown, non other than Kuantan.

The place where i used to hibernate during the long year-end holidays back in primary and secondary school years.



Picking up seashells were one of the norm activities I(as a small kid) used to do. I still remember vividly that my whole family include all aunties and uncles used to picnic at the beach.

Its really not a site you often seen where, people bring "mahjongs" to play during family picnic. But believe it or not.... those where what my aunties did!! It was really fun fun fun all i could describe while recalling those times. Just imagine having yummy yummy nasi lemak and bathing in the water of South China Sea. Lolz. I really miss those good times.

Besides that, Sungai Lembing is another must go place for me whenever i go back to Kuantan. Its my grandma's hometown, there's where my grandma's grandma from. I know it sounds like a real grandma story here. But if you love nature and serenity, this is the place. Frankly speaking, there's not many place to go here. The most were a jade cave to visit.

However, what really attracts me is the real "kampung style" of life here. Kidz here ride motorcycles around town and its real kids around 12 years old. Its cool.

I know it sounds bore and quite in this town.....
But then again if you ask....

What do i often do in Sungai Lembing?
1. Fishing by the river. You can find rare breed of fighting fish here.

2. MAkan-makan. I love edible frogs and this dish in the town are fresh from the mountains. Besides, Sungai Lembing is famous for its superbly smooth taufu.... As smooth as "tau hu fa"

3. Jalan-jalan masuk kebun. CAri-cari, makan buah. There's green Mr. Thorny, REd Mr. Hairy and Ms. Purple in the kebun. All just behind the house and when its the fruitie-tuttie seasons, its like raning fruits from the sky. Too much to be picked till some got rotten on the ground.

If you thought of visiting mua hometown, pls let me know.
I'll be more than happy to be a volunteer tour guide with special charges =p

Support OR N0t to Support??

If you ask me, "Will you support your husband if you know he has an affair?"

The answer is simple, and of course the expected answer would be a BIG NO!

But think of it again, what would you do?? What if you have no choice but to support. By now, its kinda obvious what im trying to talk about here.

Its the hottest news in town or perhaps the country. Seriously speaking, i really don't have such patience and kindness to support my husband... i mean my future husband if he commited adultery and its a known thinggie to everyone around me. Although its a norm trend in our generation now, couples getting married are as fast as getting divorce.

Anyway, i really have to salute "Datin" for giving "public support" to her "Datuk husband" Its pity sometimes someone couldn't act as themselves when he or she is a public icon. Just imagine how emotionally tortured it could be to act supportive and calm when deep down inside, its burning hell fire due husband's disgrace-FULLNESS.

The point here is not bout the shamefull event. Its bout the being our ownself, what else could be happier than acting as our own, expressing the real thoughts and not to worry bout what the public will say.

Im happy im not retricted to these kind of torture.