adorable children

I did some casual shopping and snacking with a girlfriend of mine last weekend. Being myself who couldn't resist Ikea's curry puff and Vanilla ice-cream, i had my 1st round of snack session there.
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Just when my girlfriend and i sat down on the bench enjoying our ice-cream, i noticed a little boy and a little girl sitting bout 5 metres in front of us.
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From their behaviour, i know they were siblings. Chasing around and child-wrestle here and there on the bench. I myself not sure when i begin to like watching kids. But looking at their typical children behaviour just makes me smile. Probably its the oestrogen playing tricks in me =p
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As i observed longer, I felt the bond between this 2 kids. At first, the boy tried some mix matching skill and experimented on the ice-cream. He added some extra orange juice flavouring to his sister's ice-cream .
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Then, his sister had a bite on the ice-cream while the boy watched her doing it.
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After that, the brother took a bite while his sister watched him. I just love this picture, what a beautiful moment.
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After a while, i thought of my brother and i. Can't recall if we had such experience perhaps never. Even there is, i bet its a photo of us snatching from each other rather than sharing. lolx.

"i love working"

i have been working for 8 months now and i am still learning. I know learning curve is unstoppable unless i put a fullstop on it. Everyday i'm learning something new and today i learnt something relating to human communication cum personality. I really have to thank my clients for giving me all the trouble and challenges so that i can learn and learn. Having over 700 clients in my firm, learning, flexibility and adaptation is a must.
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One of my client has anger management problem and the other client of mine hate changes on plan and the other client always ALWAYS... wants documents perpared on the spot, PRESSURE!! And the other always says his assignment are very urgent..
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Working life is crazy. Its all about communication, understanding, deaf ear on the left and alert ear on the right, handling people and issue solving and multi-tasking the ultimate requirement.

days are not flying by

They are zooming by like jet plane. Its here Thursday again when i thought Thursday was just yesterday... Oppsss... the Thurdays that i mentioned, it was last's week's Thursday and not this week's Thurdays and here today, this morning i'm living this week's Thursday. And Friday is waiting eager for me tomorrow!!!
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OMG!! i need more time..
MORE TIME!!!!
MORE TIME!!!!
I wana slow down and have more time to do more things...
Can we have two Thursday in a week? two Monday and two of every other day???
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I'm not sure where did all my time go but one thing i know, my week changed to gear-5 from Wednesday onwards. For last week itself, I had 2 classes, one on Thursday and one on Friday. And there fly my 2 days being an employee and a tutor.

I met a client on Friday and...

For Saturday, I attended an awesome workshop on Saturday bout Personalilty/ Leadership. Its not any other tom jack and harry workshop but one that really go in depth. I've been to numerous workshop during my student life and this is totally different. I was being personally profiled for what i am. Will share my profile one day.

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On sunday, i headed to a mountain, not climbing with feet but with car.. It was an unplanned event with the thought of feeling some cool breeze, Andy and i headed to Genting and we went for motion master. The last ride i had was bout 10 years ago if not more. And the next, it was monday again and thursday NOW!!! Class again tonight!!

making time out of no time

Distractions... There are so many of them in our life. We are so carried away in our everyday life, so busy rushing through a shower and heading to the road or stuck in the LRT. Cursing people who overtake without signaling, cursing the person next table who are smoking i'm having my meal, having client turning up in office demanding for docs without notifying ealier. Sometimes, its so hard for me to find time for myself which i hope i can. I just want to sit down and think, think and think of my life and future. How many of us actually take 5 mins a day just to reflect our daily happening? I guess very few of us do and that include me. This would be even more difficult for me now since i'm doing tutoring and insurance as well. Five days a week would all be work and work and no ponder ponder time. So from today onwards, I'll FIND TIME to do this. I'll make time everyday to think of the ways to improve myself, to do things better than what i did yesterday.
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The last time i have deep thoughts of my life was during my study leave. Those were the days i can lay on my bed and ponder on life. I don't call it day dreaming, because day dreaming has no direction and plan. I love to think of the future filled with hope and positive energy. I personally have a very strong feeling of success in me which i hope and want to nurture it to be reality. I believe that I'm more fortunate than many other people the same age as me. I have a great start in my school days that allow me the abilities to speak fluently, able to conduct a presentation without feeling afraid, to communicate and mixed well in a new environment. If not for my mom who sent me to the Big-Backside-Girls-School, i wouldn't be who i am today, a person with confidence. Thanks mom...
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Despite all the abovementioned, i must admit i'm a person with no patience. Time to time, i can easily be an angry cow. I dislike waiting for people, for me waiting for a person would mean not more than 15 mins. Else, i'll be very agitated and restless. And i have a serious problem with people who do not have the sense of urgency. This always happen in college days, when we're already late for class, Andy would still take his sweet time to walk. Most of the time, he'll be at the back and i'll be running to class. How i hate this and because of this, we had quite a few roll. Andy is a person filled with patience and this is his utmost quality and the reason we can be with each other for a good 4 years and counting. After some time from college years, Andy and i did ponder on how stupid we used to argue because of going late to classes, me being so angry bimbo every morning when we fail to leave the house early. We laughed over it now, and i start to question myself. Do i need to be such at such a situation and i realise the answer is no. I have to work out on this. I have to get a serious medication of push my patience up and my angry bimbo act down. Pls remind me to be patient if i lose them at times. If only i have more times to ponder to make myself realise all this and most importantly IMPROVE!!
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I WILL MAKE TIME TODAY AND EVERYDAY FROM TODAY ONWARDS!!

First was the Right, now my Left

My right feet was infected with eczema few weeks ago
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Initially, it was just a small crack which i assumed it to be an ordinary heel cracked.
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I happily bought Ellgy Cream to apply and the next i know, the crack turn into a 10cent wound and later to 20cent
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I went to my panel clinic twice and all i can say is~~ LOUSY DOCTORs

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The first doctor diagnosed the red spot on my feet,leg and hand as allergy reaction. Gave my some allergy cream to apply. After 1 week---not healed!

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Second visit to another clinic, the doctor diagnosed it as ringworm... cream applied

--STILL NOT HEAL!!

I have a feeling that, cause its panel clinic of my company and due to limit impose to the amount charged, the medicine and cream given is of those less effective, perhaps not effective at all.

Lesson: Don't visit panel if you're "really sick"

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Finally, i ended up in a skin specialist clinic, telling me its eczema and cost me RM185 @.@

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After seeing 2 doctors still like this.........
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Second days after seeing skin specialist
Applied permanganate liquid to prevent juices from oozing out the wound
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Phew.... wound healing...
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I did stupidly freak myself out thinking that the wound might be caused by some flesh eating bacteria. ~STUPIDITY~
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Anyway, i was relieve after seeing the 3rd doctor, the wound starts healing gradually. Thinking that FINALLY, i don't have to plaster my feet with white micropore tapes and cotton
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And what the heck next.....
I injured my left feet. I cant remember how i did it, all i recall was i ter-scrip my feet on my cupboard. With less receptor on this part of my feet and considering the thickness of the skin, it took me awhile to realise that blood is flowing out.


sigh...
its not as painful as you feel from seeing this photo
i still have time to snap a pic of it...